elise's 365.

good times taking a picture of yourself on a daily basis.
day 167 (march 11) well i suck at this. i’m overwhelmed okay. +/- +finals bitches +lighting award +everett high school -not sure if i still get to see jacob -pmsing hardcore period hurry up so i can be less emotional +disney in 5 days -so much homework help -physics wah +some form of consistency yesterday +”cut the bullshit, you have a gift” -cotillion dress +cabaret -i want to exercise but i have no time to +nash today +++it’s gorgeous out

day 167 (march 11)


well i suck at this. i’m overwhelmed okay.

+/-

+finals bitches

+lighting award

+everett high school

-not sure if i still get to see jacob

-pmsing hardcore period hurry up so i can be less emotional

+disney in 5 days

-so much homework help

-physics wah

+some form of consistency yesterday

+”cut the bullshit, you have a gift”

-cotillion dress

+cabaret

-i want to exercise but i have no time to

+nash today

+++it’s gorgeous out

day 166 (march 7) hi i’m shoving raisin bread into my mouth. fuck it i’m fat. moving on. brian is calling me in 12 minutes so i can cry about how shitty the lights look hi joseph i’m glad you read my blog okay well just a heads up this is about you: i love you up to the sky and back but i find myself doing things for you that you would never do for me. i find you treating people more respectfully than you treat me and half the time they don’t deserve anyones respect. that’s all. i’m going to keep eating and hope i become morbidly obese kthxbye

day 166 (march 7)


hi i’m shoving raisin bread into my mouth.

fuck it i’m fat. moving on.

brian is calling me in 12 minutes so i can cry about how shitty the lights look

hi joseph i’m glad you read my blog okay well just a heads up this is about you:

i love you up to the sky and back but i find myself doing things for you that you would never do for me. i find you treating people more respectfully than you treat me and half the time they don’t deserve anyones respect. that’s all.

i’m going to keep eating and hope i become morbidly obese kthxbye

day 165 (march 6) el oh el rehearsal

day 165 (march 6)


el oh el rehearsal

day 164 (march 5) this is my “i don’t know what i am doing with my life” face i could go to a twelve hour a day technical theater camp and learn so much…or i could stay home where i am comfortable and spend your last summer here with you. i don’t want you to influence my decision, but i know you will. i won’t see you anymore once you go to college. no matter what everyone tells me i know that you honestly will cut off from me the day you leave.  i also haven’t started homework yet…woooo

day 164 (march 5)

this is my “i don’t know what i am doing with my life” face

i could go to a twelve hour a day technical theater camp and learn so much…or i could stay home where i am comfortable and spend your last summer here with you. i don’t want you to influence my decision, but i know you will. i won’t see you anymore once you go to college. no matter what everyone tells me i know that you honestly will cut off from me the day you leave. 

i also haven’t started homework yet…woooo

day 163 (march 4) history projects are stupid i automatically start crying when i think about saying goodbye to you at the end of summer i feel pretty awesome because of my lighting award my mom doesn’t think i will be able to lose the weight to fit into my dress so she’s already shopping for a new one i’m super excited for semi finals and all the tech ins

day 163 (march 4)

  • history projects are stupid
  • i automatically start crying when i think about saying goodbye to you at the end of summer
  • i feel pretty awesome because of my lighting award
  • my mom doesn’t think i will be able to lose the weight to fit into my dress so she’s already shopping for a new one
  • i’m super excited for semi finals and all the tech ins
day 162 (march 3) classic getting emotional over an award.

day 162 (march 3)

classic getting emotional over an award.

day 161 (march 2) this portrays how i feel right now. seeing you smile at me would probably make my week i miss you i’m sad right now i just want to cry i exceeded everyone’s expectations but my own what if my shitty lights are why we lose i just hate everything <3 i want to have a good time tomorrow but i have a feeling i won’t classic.

day 161 (march 2)

this portrays how i feel right now.

  • seeing you smile at me would probably make my week
  • i miss you
  • i’m sad right now i just want to cry
  • i exceeded everyone’s expectations but my own
  • what if my shitty lights are why we lose
  • i just hate everything <3
  • i want to have a good time tomorrow but i have a feeling i won’t
  • classic.
day 160 (march 1) prelims: 2 days nervous: yes good mood: yes

day 160 (march 1)

prelims: 2 days

nervous: yes

good mood: yes

day 159 (february 29) classic not caring about leap year or the snow YEI THIS DAY ISN&#8217;T ANY DIFFERENT THAN ANY OTHER DAY AND SNOW IS TRAPPING ME IN MY HOME AS I WRITE THIS &lt;3333 (i&#8217;m a pessimist. sorry)

day 159 (february 29)

classic not caring about leap year or the snow

YEI THIS DAY ISN’T ANY DIFFERENT THAN ANY OTHER DAY AND SNOW IS TRAPPING ME IN MY HOME AS I WRITE THIS

<3333

(i’m a pessimist. sorry)

day 158 (february 28) lightboard op has been fired friends are okay joseph feel better please (you can&#8217;t hold my hand if your fingers are broken) help my specials are a mess i have a candy watch in my mouth

day 158 (february 28)

  • lightboard op has been fired
  • friends are okay
  • joseph feel better please (you can’t hold my hand if your fingers are broken)
  • help my specials are a mess
  • i have a candy watch in my mouth